She’s so beautiful.

But… I dont know.

Something… I feel sad… and helpless,

As if my wings are clipped.

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I feel trapped

In the cage of rationality and objectivity that I seem to have built around myself,

Or rather, has been built around me.

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Even my mind is held hostage.

It tells me she is nothing like I’ve ever seen before

But it also asks me to keep away from her,

For my own interests… and even her interests, it says.

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When the mind disagrees,

The heart aches.

And when that happens,

Everything aches.

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